I took them for months. Years. Now I have to stop. It is really hard. I have my problems back. One moment I feel like I shouldn't exist. As nobody cares if I kill myself. Sometimes I want to jump. It s not true – I have somebody who loves me, who I love. I'm one of those fuarrrking happy bastards. I do not want to hurt my love. She is important. She care.
I have to stop taking SSRI. I have so much fear then I'll kill myself if I stop. And if I continue taking them I'll die.
Now I'm taking half of the dose, I have to stop taking anything in week.