Thats key, low expectations of other people is a key to good relationships. And low expectations of life is key to happiness. Of course as you say you are ambitious, having low expectations doesnt mean having low standards thats probably why.
Its funny I also see guro as a rather artistic way to destress rather than any kind of sexual satisfaction. I dont get sexual pleasure from it.
Im a very mellow person except when it comes to my relationships. Being angry or aggravated is more of a fun thing to do sometimes. But I also frequently can get very dramatic, sad, and definitley lose my mind a bit sometimes. Drinking helps, buying things. Looking at pictures of cute girls or talking to cute girls calms me almost instantly. Im easily manipulated because of this. I draw but its a very awkward way to destress. The more intense im feeling the more inadquate my art portrays my emotions, and then I get frustrated and angry for real. Eating acid and starting at a wall and thinking keeps me pretty pacified and busy but I have roomates and I dont behave the best on it. Thats not something I cam do everyday or even weekly either. I know im ready to do that when I think im okay to do it. It absolutely terrifies me every single time and then a month later I feel like doing it for some reason as if I forgot all the bad stuff that happened when im on it.
well thats pretty much it though. programming also keeps me very focused and calm but I dont do it on my own time just for my college assignments so I dont know if that counts.