I have the issue of, I have a game I want to make, but I can't think of ideas for it. I know that sounds weird, but that is really how it is. I want to be coding right now, but I can't because I have nothing to implement.
I feel like, as the years go by, my creativity has been slowly dying out. This, combined with the fact that some days I'm just... off (I guess), has really taken a toll on me.
Sometimes, I'll forget how to do just basic things. Other times, I'll just be soykaf at things I normally do, which further makes me feel like soykaf. I think, though, I've gotten past depression to just not being able to do anything but laugh. I used to be great at jokes, even that is starting to slip away.
I can't do college anymore, either. I don't know every detail about why the economy is in the garbage, but I know how to code; sadly, that isn't going to get me a job, much less one in the suburbs where I live.
I can't even do what I want because I'm so beaten down I can't think of anything. My creativity is gone, my life is basically just ticking away, I don't know how I'm going to get a job where I live, and I've lost the desire to do pretty much anything. I don't know why I'm venting here, and I apologize if this is straying from the topic of the thread.