It does make sense, a little bit.
I've been working on myself in various ways. I've been trying to dress better, so I've been thinking way more about myself and what would look good on me. Plus, I'm considering going into exercise.
But yea, the dream was really happy and upbeat. I wasn't grossed out by the idea of rubbing dicks, it was just a real feel good dream, despite just being so off the wall.