I love the idea of dreams, and I love going to sleep at the end of a long day, but the dreams I can remember are always terrible.
They are usually incoherent weird soykaf, and when they aren't they are just boring. Either way they are always awful, my general feeling when I do remember them when I wake up is "oh, thank god that wasn't real". Some times it's life ruining stuff happening, some times it's just generally stressful, but it hasn't been good that I can remember since I was little. When I was little, some more good was mixed in, but it was mostly bad, and there was several horrifying repeating dreams.
I don't know what to do to start making them better, I think I will start a dream journal so I can remember them, but how do I make it so they aren't just god awful?
I'm off to bed lainons, hopefully it will be something nice, good night.